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[thenorthener2050]

youtube comment section. "ukraines dictator is hunters bidens best friend". a reply: "hunter has no friends". thats really the saddest part of a lifes existance. yes you can laugh at the laptop from hells videos of infinite video meetings where he smokes crack and chats up some chick. but hunter is really the most lonely guy in the world. thats the most depressing thing about adrenochrome or pedophilia or whatever conspiracy theory you believe it. but its undisputable fact. hunter biden doesnt have any friends. what do you live for then? did he ever have a friend as a teen or tween or kid? thats what its like growing up with rich parents. they just dont give a fuck about you. and since the middle class gets more and more spoiled with items and bling, most kids growing up today, they dont have any real friends. what does 3k followers on facebook mean, or if you twerk on tiktok and get lucky with the ai algorithm and get 1 million views? does that make you happy? no, only friends make you happy. "familjen är värst" like they say in sweden. you should be happy if you can keep a plant or pet alive. plants talk just like humans and dogs and cats. try it if you havent. or go out in the woods on a bad day and hug a beautiful tree. like an oak or birch or just a small plant. find a leaf thatas fallen down and take care of it. put it in water or dry it put it on your wall write THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND. with the internet everyone is so bored and lonely. i know, ive been there. but now i sleep 8 hours properly, im online 8 hours, and then chill and come up with art music poetry ideas 8 hours. i charge my portable computer in a safe with a timelock so i just cant cheat. if i really need to be online a certain time because of work, then i just dont surf or have the comp on for 10 hours even 20. and prepare a lot. and reading books like the ones i have here, its a completely other world. same for reading poetry offline or online. my grandma reads mine and others and hers poems over the phone, and it sounds so beautiful. the speed online kills your soul. i mean 10 second videos? you can see a million in a day. but why? does it make you happy? no. then stop it. go out in the woods, find a beautiful fallen twig dont break them the dryad will haunt your dreams. i did that 2 decades ago, found an actual root on the ground, real strong. later i summoned bella with it, wrote runes. whatever you do, go with all your heart. everyone is heartless online, if they dont troll they flirt and its over in a second or minute or hour or day. best friends are forever. online is forgotten in 3 days. make a project even if its just showering once daily for a year. keep a diary of what it feels like to be fresh. new t shirts. fresh blue jeans. do something with your life. no one cares about you online. people might not care in real life either, but at least put in some effort to be proper. pay attention in school dont be a truant. pay attention in work and youll be promoted, maybe someday to boss if you really shape up. remember, its not about finding yourself its creating yourself. anyone can trip and feel good and see cool things. the effort is in turning it form ether to material form. yes materialism is the basis of our reality. stop smoking pot or weed or crack. get a reality check. clean your room. mop it. vacuum it. make your family proud of you. they might not say "im disapointed" and they love you fully no matter what. but your mothers eyes will shine if you do something proper. if you get better grades your dad might look you in the eyes and say "youll be something great one day". maybe your grandma will say "i used to be like you, didnt care about anyone, not even myself, im happy youre an adult now" and grandpa might tell stories of how he fucked up as an old man. your popular sister might say "1 million likes doesnt make me happy, but you do" and your successfull brother might recruit you into his company". remember, wherever you go, there you are.